I feel like i should have posted this weekend because a lot happened and I am too tired and too hungry ( i guess-stomach issues) to write about it. the end being that he hurt my feelings yet again, made me cry on saturday, sunday was his birthday and i brought up how he has never liked any gift i or anyone else has ever given him ... he admitted it was the truth and then he said we either need to go to counseling or think about calling it quits...its about time he voiced this opinion. I have so much to say about this I cant type fast enough. needless to say i did not give him his present and in fact i am waiting for a day when he does something nice to/for me.
yesterday he was suprisingly more affectionate than normal...i.e. he kissed me on his way up to bed. that was nice.
i cooked dinner and again he put the dishes in the sink with the trash and left them all for me to do this morning.
i worked on the tax file for nearly 3 hrs last night and didnt sleep well because i was praying the baby would come today...moron.
i used my allowance to buy fabric to make fun burp cloths and blanket for the baby and tractor mac for jake...i am excited to create some fun things with my mom.
also i finished knitting the baby pants and just have to sew the elastic...thats on today's nap agenda if i make it.