March 19th continued...

Took Jake outside with his yellow truck after he woke up from his nap considerably whiny. He scooped snow and I watched. Then we went for a walk to the store to curb my chocolate cravings...the fresh air and walk felt nice. He is watching Peter Pan as I type...

baby has hiccups again...i asked shannon if he wanted to feel...he made some excuse. wonder if I should find someone else to be my coach...he shows no interest and no support. wanted nothing to do with the birth plan either. just thinks I should get the epidural as soon as we get there so he can sit and do nothing.